"I was unavailable. I was on location..."

>> Friday, December 5, 2008


Thursday was a great day! For those that know me fairly well, they will know I have a little project I am working on. Its been on my little project list for a long time. A couple years to be exact. 


What is it you ask? I am so glad you did. 

I have wanted to create a professional cd. I have messed around with bits and pieces of songs, incomplete albums and only shared the music when pressed. But, that time of teetering around is all over folks. 

I have about 7 complete songs on my way to ten for my pending album "This thing called love." In conjunction with recording the album, I wanted (and have wanted for some time) to do a quality photo shoot for the album cover. Today was just that day.  A friend from work is a graphic design grad and a photographer. I had shared my vision for the shoot and she got excited! A collaborative effort was born.  The only difficulty was getting our work schedules together.  

Today the stars aligned and we went on location to shoot the album cover. It was amazing.  It was so much fun! Her grandparents own about 2000 acres of land past Lincoln.  There were orchards, fields, rice fields, a stream and everything else picturesque you could wish for.  I cant wait to see the frames.  

What is the look of the shoot? I am so glad you asked! It is whimsical, high-contrast type scene.  Tim Burton meets project runway. Through in a little alice in wonderland and you have yourself a picture!

Keep posted for more behind the scenes info & the actual pictures!


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Officially Christmas....

On Sunday I was able to enjoy dinner with my Bishop and his wife.  It was a lovely evening complete with trimming the tree! I was able to ring the Christmas season in by helping Robin trim her Christmas tree. It was just the thing I needed to start the season off right. And her tree looks beautiful! Hooray for the Christmas spirit! I love this time of year!

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dye-ing for a change!

Yep. I was. Sometimes a girl needs a change. It wasnt prudent to change my employment, residence, vehicle, social status, skin color, eye color, or shape. I couldn't very well change my name, mailing address or family. So, I did what any reasonable woman does...I dyed my hair. Its not too big of a difference, but it did the trick of satisfying my need for a little spice. I am waiting for the before and after pics from a friend so that I can post them. I am officially a brunette!

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Happy Thanksgiving!


There is an old adage that says "better late than never." Good thing there is the word better in front of late...

Thanksgiving was great this year - filled with a lot of love and warmth.  I was able to cook, bake and play bingo (twice!). What more could a Simmons girl ask for?

The day started off  in the kitchen with some extra baking of delicious pumpkin cupcakes. 
 Diane was cooking up the turkey and it smelled delicious. I thank the bird for sharing his oven warmth with my cupcakes. It is a Simmons tradition to deliver "gratitude" plates to dear friends.  I delivered a few that day...

I then continued the festivities with an early dinner (2pm) at Brian and Andrea's 

The meal was delicious and the table looked beautiful.  I was responsible for bringing the cranberry jello - grandma Kupfer's traditional Christmas dish.  I wont be in Sacramento for Christmas, so Brian requested I bring it to the Thanksgiving meal. (he really loves it!)
Andrea's family came to dinner as well. Hannah was delightful - she is starting to put words together in sentences -absolutely cute.  I did however, create a bit of a monster during dinner.  


She discovered the tastiness of great grandma Kupfers jello.  

She would point to it on my plate and loudly state "Jello!" 
To which I would say "Do you want some?"
She then said "YES!" (again, in a loud voice)

I stopped feeding her the jello for a while - to eat my own dinner. She then made noises (much like a growl) and loudly shouted "annon - Jello!" I tried to get her to say please, but all she would say was yes. She happily slurped her jello and I was able to get a thank you from her. 

After a rousing game of Bingo, the party was complete and I was off to round 2.  This was at Aunt Dianes.  It was such a fun gathering! The house was filled with happiness & warmth.  I arrived just in time to play bingo. (I cant play it too much!) There was plenty of crazy gifts and good sparkling cider to be had.  I will mention that later in the evening we played spoons. Oh, what fun it is to carry on traditions!

It was a great evening and the desserts were amazing! I didnt want to stop eating.  I also must give recognition to the fantastic sweet potatoe pie that came from the Dunnaway family. I think I dreamt about that dish for two nights in a row. It was so tasty. 

After some music, with Aunt Diane at the piano - I was off to round three at Sharelle & Ambre's house. They had a little desert party.  Lots of laughs were had and I continued to eat. I was full for the next two days!!!

I am reminded that I have much to be thankful for. Good friends, family, food, traditions, love, and happiness. I am especially thankful for my parents who are serving a mission, my Aunt who is an amazing woman and has been so generous and kind to share her heart and home with me, and to the Lord for blessing me richly. I have noticed his hand abundantly in my life - he truly has kept a watchful eye upon me and taken special care of me through the last few months.  I am thankful for so very much!

love & faith

Shannon


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Big Real Estate News!

>> Monday, November 17, 2008



    I sold my summer cottage in Babylon today!

Unfortunately I didn't make any profit - after all is said and done, I believe I actually lost most of my principle associated with that investment. But, who am I kidding? Babylon is one of those crazy markets - it doesn't really seem to generate any increase on the investment. I guess its because the city is constantly expanding and new homes and high rises are being built all the time. It really seems to be one of the few places unaffected by todays failing economy. 

You know, at one point I was sold on the place - those clever time share guys really had me fooled!  I thought having a summer place would be a fun getaway - but, no one told me about the dangers and the crowds in babylon. I mean, the pictures were fantastic! Beaches, entertainment, the full scope of amenities! But the crowds were awful and the dangers were quite real. I had some really personal stuff stolen - and there are a lot of con-artists in that city. I kept my cottage because I thought it would be fantastic to visit the beach on occasion -  but I learned quickly that was not a good good idea. The yuppies are such piranha's to visitors!

Once people found out I was just a visitor (an infrequent one at that), they really started to harass me. They made fun of me for trying to live in "Zion." They tried to convince me that the Zion Housing Community was such a country town in comparison to the big city living of Babylon.  I am not going to lie, at the end of my hard-working days here in the unfinished Zion Housing Community it would be nice to relax - participate in some over- indulging activities and not have to work on my neighbors yard thats not completed.  It is a lot of hard work here in ZHC - but I have the promise of an amazing future - and an eventual mansion if I work hard enough!

The crazy time share people and Babylonian Luxury Condo neighbors invited me to stay - you know, become a full-time resident of Babylon! They told me once I gave up my unfinished house in the ZHC that I could easily transition my cottage into a mansion - all costs covered.It would be really fast - like 6 months fast! They have free transition programs with lots of perks. But, I noticed in the fine print (it was really hard to read) something about cutting off all communication with people in the ZHC and details about the poor workmanship on the house. There was some additional fine print that was blacked out - something regarding major losses and final days. I dont know - it seemed a little shady to me. 

I am completely happy with my real estate choice. I mean, its the ZHC or nothing, right?! I know the community isnt finished - heck, my house is far from done. But, the neighbors are nice and I feel safe at night. Occasionally drunk residents of the Babylonian Luxury condo's come and make fun of us - we are out at all hours of the day working on the neighborhood and visiting each other. Sometimes too salesman come - to try and get us to invest in the BLC - sometimes people buy into the pitch. 

I hope my experiences with the BLC and those weird time share folks will help others. Consolidate people! In this economy its time to cut your losses! And any investment in the BLC is a major loss. I went to pick up my stuff and prep the cottage for sale, but upon arrival I was appalled. My cottage was ransacked and looted. I think word got out that I was selling. People must have thought I was already gone. There were a couple pictures I brought back - family ones. Other than that I really just left the place as is. It was time to tighten up my investment portfolio and get my ducks in row.

I feel better now - more secure in my investments. When it comes to real estate you have to buy the right land - location, location, location, right?

Shannon

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When it all boils down...

>> Friday, November 14, 2008


Just a quick little smile - I have good people in my life! When it all boils down, the most important things in life are the simple ones. God, good friends & family, a good meal, the beauty outside. 


I just want to comment on the good friends & family in my life. I love them and they make me happy. They are fantastic & I feel blessed.

Faith & Courage,

Shannon

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He Know Us...

>> Monday, November 10, 2008


With my recent involvement in prop 8 came the reminder that I like campaigning. Now, to those of you who know me or my family, this isnt new news. I am the youngest of four and a typical baby of the family at that. I love to be in the middle, I love to talk, I love to know what is going on and I love to sell. When there is a cause or service or brand I truly believe in, I am one of the best advertisements!!!!

I was reminded of this passion as I sat making phone calls and talking to people. I had a bit of a guilty conscience when my friends told me how hard it was to get on the phones. I actually looked forward to the time & loved being on the phone! (It was a wasnt that hard for me...)

So this brought me to a thought. The thought is about getting involved with a family advocacy group. I am not sure whether it would be full time (I would love that) or part, local or in another city, paid, non-paid. I havent really figured out all the details. But, I just love the idea of doing advocacy work. 

(I know, I know, I have said this about a lot of things. And I have tried a lot of things!)

As I have been pondering, I decided to ask for a blessing. I received that last night.  It was very sweet and helped to give me some insight and comfort. 

I was also touched by the imagery used in the blessing. And it struck me again how well our Heavenly Father knows each of us. I am an artist, a reader, a dreamer. I dont do well with statistics, or boxes, or really analytical concepts. But, imagery and poetry speak to my soul on a different level. And that was what the blessing was full of. 

It was sweet to be reminded of our Gods love. He speaks to us as we individually need to be spoken to. He wants his own purposes to be accomplished and he is the Master Leader. He knows how to direct and instruct each one of us, on an individual level. 

Pretty awesome!

with faith & courage
Shannon


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We won! Hurrah for the current victory!

>> Thursday, November 6, 2008


Yes, by a narrow margin folks, we won.  This is a good reminder that each individual effort was needed. This was not a landslide win by any means. With each passing year, the victory margin is narrowing.  


Just aprox 509881 votes won us the fight.

That is small. Very small. But, a good reminder that we CAN do it. With the Lord on our side and the hard work of each defender of the faith, we can win. It is not easy & requires a lot of work.

I know it does - I have been sick yesterday & today -- I lost my voice (how ironic). But, the Lord gave me strength to do His will until the battle was won. And now I am in recovery. Albeit a short recovery. There is no rest for the righteous. And non for the opposition either, apparently.

The opposition is up in arms and backlashing already. Just 12 hours after the public passed prop 8, they were filling a high court appeal. Then, last night, they held a candle light vigil outside the Sacramento Gay & Lesbian Center to mark their outcry for the supposed injustice the passing of prop 8 handed them.

I think a candle light vigil is a little ironic, yes?

Traditionally speaking, one lights a candle as a prayer to God. As the smoke from the candle ascends, it is hoped to reach the ears of God.  This would result in the blessings requested being granted. It is a symbol of faith. 

"And the smoke of the incense, which came with the prayers of the saints, ascended up before God." (Revelation 8:4)

One can also date the origins of this ritual back to animal sacrifices at the time of Moses. As the animal was sacrificed at the alter, the smoke again would ascend to heaven as a symbol to whom the sacrifice was being made for.

"...An offering made by fire, of a sweet savour unto the Lord." (Leviticus 1:9)

So a this group of protesters gathered for a candlelight vigil. I wonder if they understand the origins of the demonstration they partook in last night. I wonder if they realize the mockery taking place to God & his sacred symbols. I can guarantee they don't know that their prayers have already been answered. The answer just doesn't suit them. 

If they did understand, they would realize that the passing of prop 8 is a matter of Gods plan and his will - not of self satiation or a supposed obligation to civil rights. No, God never intended for a family to be anything other than a man, woman and His children. But, you see the symbol of complete union through marriage is quickly eroding anyway. So this disregard for other symbols should come as no surprise. 

But, I am forgetting myself. 

You see, my premise is that this (marriage) is a moral issue.  Not everyone sees it that way. 

But, then again, they (the opposition) are mixing their metaphors so to speak. After if this isn't a moral issue, why hold a candlelight vigil? I mean, why not choose something that has no moral or religious roots, right? Because after all,  civil rights must not pass through the pearly gates of morality or religious code. No, no, these two things are separate but equal, wait I am confused. 

Where is the line? 

Where does the blanket of civil rhetoric cover religious expression with the guise of protest? 

It doesn't make sense right? 

Next time, if you're going to protest, please do some research. Or at least make sure there is agreement between the cause you're fighting for and the resulting actions. Make it cohesive. 

But, that would require logic and tolerance, of which I have seen little. 

Faith & Courage (& a little spitfire)

Shannon

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Soldiers, Unite! (at the Keys household)

>> Monday, November 3, 2008

What a fantastic day today!


After a wonderful fast & testimony meeting, a break-the-fast meal and some good laughter with friends, I returned home. As I arrived, I notice a lot of cars parked in front of Aunt Diane's house...not generally the case.

Upon entry, a rush of energy and momentum washed over me. I felt like I was at the capitol or in the midst of a great political effort...wait, I was! It was fantastic! Michelle & Nick, Esther & Scott, Logan & Pang and Aunt Diane were scattered about the house working on prop 8 projects. Our voices were raised and our hands were joined in the final moments of our current battle. My face hurts a bit from smiling so much - there is such a strength that comes with righteous gatherings. 

Some were at the dinning room table, organizing walk sheets. Others were in the office printing & creating the lists. Still, others were in the 'exercise' room counting door signs and affixing them to the walk sheets. 

Not to be left out of the fun, I grabbed Michelle's laptop and my cell phone and headed to the exercise room. I began my daily routine of calling. (I have to tell you I am going to miss this part of my day.  I have become so used to calling each day for the past two weeks that I will feel a bit empty without it) Pang joined in the calling too a little bit later. I just wish all of you could have at least witnessed the scene & the spirit. 

The spirit was strong as we each did our part and did the work.

Now for two special calls I had tonight. I want to again mention that I started the pattern of having a quick prayer before I begin my calls. I find that it helps me to be calm, happy and focus on the people who are either a swing vote or a soft no. I pray for the spirit to be with me.

#1 - Anna
I spoke with a nice gal named Anna. She listened kindly to my introduction:
"I am calling on behalf of the yes on prop 8 campaign. Are you familiar with prop 8 regarding traditional marriage?"

She was, and she then said she had just one problem. (I was waiting for the verbal punch that was sure to come.) She wasn't registered. (phew, that was an easy one) She had just recently moved and in the chaos didnt get registered to vote. She was sincerely upset. She then asked me if I had ever had to make a big move before. (have I ever! Please refer to my earlier posts regarding this issue). I sympathized with her.  I told her that I was quite familiar with the stress of moving, having moved 3 times in less than 6 months. She was so appreciative of my kindness. 

Really, it wasnt much - I just told her that i was sorry for the stress she had to go through and I hoped things would get better. I also offered her the suggestion of permanent absentee voting. She was thrilled. She then thanked me again and said that there must be some reason all these things were going on in her life. I stated that I believe God has a reason for everything. Again, she was so sweet and sincere in her appreciation for my words. She agreed with that statement. I then wished her the best of luck in the future and to have a good night. She replied the same to me. I was touched by her sincerity and soft-heart. 

Now, this was a relatively short conversation. Well under ten minutes. But, after hanging up the call, I thought about our conversation. I thought about my prayer. She needed a listening ear, a friendly voice, a compassionate heart. For just a few minutes, perhaps I was able to be that person - perhaps an answer to a silent prayer. 

It didnt matter that she couldnt vote. That was not the end purpose to our conversation. The Lord truly knows ALL of His children and loves each one of us deeply.

#2 -- Nellie

I would like to meet Nellie some day. She is such a nice lady! She told me right off the bat that "you can count on a yes vote here!" YES! Wahoo!  She then said, "prop 8 MUST pass." I couldnt agree more. She asked me if I was from the area and I said that I was from Sacramento. This excited her and she thanked me for my efforts. She also was so excited to share that whenever she sees sign holders on the streets she gives them the thumbs up & honks. She also is telling all her friends to vote yes. It got me so excited. I thanked her for her support & her friendly voice. She thanked me again and told me to keep going, that it was good work I was doing. She also said "May God bless you in all your endeavors." 

Sweet, sweet Nellie. May God bless you for your positive influence.

I just love nice people. 

Well folks, I just got a text from one of my calling team members. She reported her hours and then told me that her tests at school were moved to be a week later than originally planned. Coincidence? Not at all. The Lord takes care of His people. She is being directly blessed for her sacrifice. It brings tears to my eyes to think about His goodness and mercy. 

"Will we not go on in so great a cause?" --Captain Moroni

Oh, yes, we will press forward. Marching, marching, marching. I love being on a winning team. 

faith & courage,
Shannon

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What I want my children to know

>> Sunday, November 2, 2008

Over the course of the past few days, my mind has reflected upon several comments that I have received on the phones as I contact voters.


One woman (as you may recall) challenged my opinion on the issue and how it relates to children since I have none.

One man called me a bigot.

One woman said that they dont judge people in her household.

One woman said that I had definitely given her a lot to think about and she would reconsider her original no vote.

One woman told me that she appreciated my efforts.

As I thought about my nieces- the youngest is less than 2 years old, I thought about their future. Then my mind wandered to my own future children. And while I dont have them in my life now, they will be a part of my life in the future. It is my sacred responsibility to secure their future, now. I do this for myself, but I do it more for them.

I want my children to know that I fought for their future. No matter the cost, no matter the sacrifice, no matter the odds I was up against. I fought. And I will do it again gladly for their souls! Do not mistake that, do not forget that!

I want my children to know that in the face of affliction, persecution and name calling that I did not waver. I held true to the rod, and I protected their right to a traditional home, even though that home was no where to be seen in my life.

I want my children to know that I follow the prophet. It does not matter if I understand the decree or his vision. My faith is such that I follow where he calls because he is the mouthpiece of the Lord. And the Lord is my captain. I follow the prophet.

I want my children to know that I do judge. I judge righteously. Accepting everything does not reinforce truth. I know that there is truth and error. And I have picked my side. I do not think that marriage should be between two homosexuals. Marriage is between a man and a woman. This is a judgement call. I have that right & responsibility to make it. The Lord has asked us to judge righteously.

I want my children to know that I support civil rights. But, this issue isn't about civil rights. Its about morality. Do not be fooled. The opposition will call this battle (of which we have only begun fighting) many things. The opposition will guise it under a host of many titles and agenda's. But, be clear, this is a moral issue and the opposition has one leader, the great adversary. And his goal is to destroy families. That is the simple truth.

I want my children to know that one person, following in faith, can make a difference. I dont know the result of this election. Time will shortly tell. But, I know that as I have done my part I have had influence upon several people. These people were either on the fence or in opposition to the proposition. I was able to use the skills that the Lord has given me (my kind personality and my honest talkative manner) to help the force of good. Many people are reconsidering after our conversation. Now, children, this is not an excuse to become prideful in the work. No, I am merely making a point that as we use our energies along with the help of the Lord, we can make a difference. It is the Lord that is the recipient of the credit.

I want my children to know that I have been blessed. As I have fought and supported "so great a cause" I have been very blessed. The Lord does not forget his followers. He is the ultimate leader and will shepherd us as we choose to be a part of His flock.

I want my children to know where I stand. I stand with God. I stand with the Savior. Win or lose this skirmish, I am in it until the end. I may become bloody. I may become injured. I may have sleepless nights and long days. I may have scars on my body. I may loose friends and fellow fighters (to the opposition or because of the opposition). I may see horrible things and my heart may become troubled. But I will not yield. Never.

This is what I want my children to know. As their mother, this is where I stand. This is who I am.

Children, I am and always have been your mother. You are not with me now, but I want you to know these things. You, my dear children, can take courage. I have have taken courage. I will be your mother, standing resolute. Do not fear for the future. It may become dark. It may be filled with all kinds of confusing things. But the line is drawn. You know where to stand because I have chosen my place. Take courage my "young sons [and daughters]."

This is what I want my children to know.

This is what I want my children to know.

with faith & courage,
Shannon

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The Final Stretch in the Fight

Today is Sunday. Two more days until election day. I have mixed emotions as the election draws incredibly nigh. On the one hand, I am excited to have this finished. On the other, I am going to miss the challenge & the blessing of this sacrifice. My life has had added blessings that I am grateful for!


Tomorrow night all the YSA's are to have calling parties and raise "title of liberties." At 9, we are to have a closing prayer to wrap up our efforts and bless the voters. I am quite sad that I will not be able to participate in this event. Truly I am sad. I have to work my regular closing shift. I hope they will include me in the photo somehow. (Some of the brethren are asking us to take pictures of these calling parties & banners in order to put together a book for the first presidency - I want to be remembered as one of the saints who chose the prophets path!)

There were some interesting quotes from my calls last night, but they all inspired another blog post which I will write. As I look outside, its Sunny. I have discovered that the Lord enjoys His sabbath to be a beautiful day in addition to it being a day of rest.  We have had pretty constant rain over thursday, Friday & Saturday. But not today. Its a good reminder of who is in charge.

I am a bit more reserved today as I ponder the fast I am partaking in and offer up my sacrifice to the Lord in hopes that we may win prop 8.

I have fought with all my heart and offered up all I can in this war to preserve traditional marriage. I can say that with an honest heart and I pray that my sacrifice along with the sacrifice of so many others will be honored and our prayers will be granted. 

Regardless of the outcome I know who's side I am on. The line is drawn and there is no mistake as to which side I have chosen. 

I may be persecuted (I have a slight feeling that my intentions are known at my work place, a place that is filled with those who support & live the nontraditional lifestyle), I may be mocked, I may be unpopular, I may be uninvited, I may be old-fashioned, I may be called naive, I may be called a bigot or an idiot, I may be laughed at, I may lose friends, I may be all this and more, but above all this I stand on Truths side. My colors are clear, my heart is resolute and my feet will not falter.

To all those that may oppose, bring on the heat. I have the Master Fire Fighter at the front of my battalion.


With courage,
Shannon

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Happy Halloween!

>> Friday, October 31, 2008

Yes, a happy halloween to all. There was a pumpkin my mom had that would squeel this phrase when you squeezed its hand. My niece Makhail loved this sound and soon after began imitating the phrase. I think of her on halloween and both those little voices!


I am not a big halloween fan. Those higher up who are in charge of me seemed to know this and my work schedule is late today! Wahoo. I get to avoid the whole mess. Besides, its rainy right now, so I just want to curl up with hot cocoa and a good flick tonight!

I am posting a brief update regarding my prop 8 calls. Thank you to Sara - you are sweet to read & comment. I didnt know you were checking this blog out & I am glad that my words were of some value to you!

This morning on the phone was pretty busy! I actually spoke with quite a few people.  My fave phrase for the day is:

"It takes two to tango, do you know what I mean?"
-an older woman named Doris (please, please Doris, I dont need that visual...and I hope you were referencing heterosexual couples....yikes!)

To catch up on the days prior....last night was very uneventful. Wait, wait, I take that back! How could I forget being called.....

"You're a bigot. A bigot. Enjoy it." *snarl*
-some middle aged man. (Oh, I will enjoy it sir. Thank you for telling me what I am. Please put that on the list of being a tree, a celebrity look-a-like, a crazy, a shrimp, well you get the idea.)

And then the night before. Oh yes, my most memorable call yet. 

First this woman insulted me for not having enough education (a BA is apparently not high enough on the qualification scale), not being intellectual, not being open minded, and the last (my personal favorite), not having any children. Yep. I dont lie folks. Thats truly what happened.  Nevermind the fact that all of her gay friends dont have children, or that she is being cynical and narrow minded by judging me for all of the things I apparently lack. Nope. That would be rational folks. And most of those arguing for the "civil rights" of homosexuals arent using logic or reason. 

They are playing the same cards over & over again!!!!! Please, get some new arguments. I am very tired of the same, limp rhetoric that you are laying out on the table. Freshen up the produce people. Get some new meat - whats laid out is so so STALE!

She ended the call by yelling:

"You're an idiot!"

Well, and idiot I am not. I actually thank her for her conversation. It bolstered my argument that the opposition is weak, irrational and attack seeking.

Happy Halloween friends. Dont get scared by the opposition. 

Shannon

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More Prop 8 Phoning moments

>> Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Okay, my dear blog friends-- I just finished my daily dose of prop 8 roulette. For those of you unfamiliar with this activity, its simple. Just pick up the phone, log into the calling program and you're in the game. You just never know what the hour will bring....


I didnt actually speak to a lot of people - its lunchtime on a Tuesday. But, the few I did speak with left some lasting words.

"I'm a staunch supporter of homosexuals. I love everything gay. I think they should be able to have homosexual marriage, have homosexual sex..." (after that my mind went into shock mode and all I could say was 'thank you for your opinion, have a nice day.')
-Beth (thank you for reminding me of what I dont want to have happen...)

"Do you know how many calls i've gotten this week? Prop this, prop that, Republican, Democrat, its a nuisance! This is not why I have a telephone. Goodbye!"
-Older man (I am not sure why he picked up the phone. He may want to invest in caller id to help screen his calls.)

There you have it. A daily dose of the real voting population. I couldnt make these quotes up if I tried. From my ears to your eyes. Have a great day & remember to vote yes on Prop 8. 

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Prop 8 Jewels

For those of you fair readers who are interested in the progress of prop 8 - I have some jewels to share. As you may be aware, the young single adults in California have been issued a responsibility by the first presidency to reach 1 million voters by election day. Each ysa is to call for at least an hour on the phones each day. I have been blessed to be a part of this challenge and have had the added responsibility to lead some of the ward members in this goal.

Below are some fantastic quotes from those who I have already called - it definitely is entertaining and amazing all at the same time!

"The bible dont say nothin' about Adam & Steve..."
-Ken (Nope. It doesnt. whatever helps you to vote yes Ken!)

"Is that [prop8] them one about gays? Marriage is between a man, a woman and God. Thats all you need. Thats what God wants."
-Billy (truly his name was Billy - I wish we had a few more rednecks around - they are good, simple people!!)

"Well, now you have made me reconsider. You seem like a very upstanding young lady. Regardless of how I vote, thank you for your efforts. Even if you have saved one person like me you have done you job."
-Alice (originally a no vote, but now may vote yes. She is going to go over to her neighbor who has a yes sign in his yard and ask him why he's voting yes)

Just in case you ever wonder if one person can make a difference consider our efforts on Prop 8. I dont say this to aggrandize myself - but as each person does their duty, standing shoulder to shoulder with the next- our individual efforts add up to a great force of good. 

Keep it up California YSA's, keep it up. We'll win this yet!

Shannon

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Bumps & Blessings

>> Monday, October 27, 2008

In a recent conversation with my parents (via Skype - a fantastic technological advancement) my father mentioned the above phrase - reminding me that life is full of bumps and blessings. That certainly is the case. 


So often it is easy to be overwhelmed by the bumps - to become spiritually "carsick" so to speak. Often when there are multiple bumps in a row, our mortal journey becomes more like an "E -ticket" ride and less like a Sunday drive through the country. Its easy to forget to look out the window and enjoy the view. Our adversary would have us become so focused on the spiritual nausea that we stop our drive - too sick or too dizzy to continue forward. But, our Heavenly Father wants us to continue even amidst the bumps. Just as any good E- ticket ride has a definite end - our spiritual and mortal journey will not always be bumpy and there will be great vistas along the way - the "blessings."

I certainly have been enjoying (I say that a bit tongue in cheek since I enjoy this type of discomfort about as much as a trip to the dentist) the bumps and blessings of my current leg of my life journey.

There have been some present bumps - work is definitely not going the direction I thought I wanted it to go. Now, I have to go and assert myself and get my "creative aggressive speak on" with the boss. Thats always a good time. In recent months my housing has been a bit "mobile." I am learning to be nimble with my ability to move. (3 moves in 6 months is certainly a lesson in flexibility and organization!).  A lot of my friends are having baby #1 or #2 - very exciting indeed to welcome a bundle of tiny proportions into the world - but also a small reminder of what I thought I wanted right now. And, God and I have had the same conversation regarding marriage (but this time i listened better - it only took 3 or 4 tries!). It just not time. As a result of all of this, I am feeling a bit wander-lost.

Ah, I can hear you few readers asking at this point "the blessings, the blessings - you promised there would be blessings." Yes, there are perhaps more blessings than bumps (which is partially my present realization.)

I have had the opportunity to live with my Aunt. Up to this point in my life I havent taken the opportunity to get to know her. What a lady. I didn't get to know my grandma Simmons very well - she passed away before I was old enough to retain too many memories. But, I think in a lot of ways my Aunt is like her. She is strong, kind, thoughtful, generous and safe. This has been a safe place to land - an important blessing in my life. She feeds me, makes sure I am sleeping and helps me stay sane. She has shared some of her strength with me as we have chatted about spiritual matters, temporal activities and just life in general. We have baked cookies (well, she bakes & I eat the dough) and packed boxes for my parents in Russia. She has shared family history jewels - and perhaps the crown of it all was when she suggested I try on Grandma's wedding dress.

***It fit.*****

What a tender moment between Simmons women. As I stood in that beautiful dress in front of the mirror, I could almost see my grandma looking back. I certainly was reminded that we are not alone in this journey. It was a precious moment with a few tears had by all.

Another fantastic blessing occured at work.  I was able to ring up a young lady and the conversation turned to Utah, BYU and the eventual "oh, your LDS" commentary. She told me that she was planning on going on a mission. I told her that I loved future sister missionaries and I would love to hear where she was going! I gave her my number and she agreed.  I didnt think much about it until she came in again, this time with her mom. We all shared a smile and she told me she would call and that she still had my number. Well, Saturday was the day of the call. And guess where she is going? ASL speaking on Temple Square. Yes. You heard that right. Coincidence? Not at all! Tender mercy for both of us? Of course, yes!

Well, thats just a snippet of my blessings - I am in the midst of prop 22 calls - another blessing. I was feeling uninvolved and felt the need to be doing more with the campaign. About  2 days after this prayer and wish, I was asked to be a group leader in this calling campaign the first presidency has issued to the YSA's of CA. Yep, the Lord is good.

My conclusion? Keep on doing what the Lord needs me to do. Also - dont get caught up in the world. Those things are not of lasting value or happiness. Those issues, pleasures, goals, successes, big bucks, hot shots - none of that is really of a lot of substance. The gospel, family, friends and service are where its at!

Shannon 

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Liberty & Tolerance - my thoughts on Prop 8

>> Monday, October 13, 2008

I wish to express some of my thoughts and opinions regarding my generation, the current world condition and the importance of a yes vote on Prop 8. Most importantly I hope to share my passion and fire to help others take a stand and take action.

Some of the things I say may be considered bold. I wish to be bold as I feel the time for quiet, passive observation is well past.  In any fight, there are sides that must be taken, as sitting in the middle will surely destroy or at least neutralize any impact that middle person may have had on the outcome of the fight. 

I do wish to be clear that I am a tolerant person. I accept all people - no matter their color, gender, sexual orientation, economic standing or religious persuasion. I have friends that fit into all types of categories.  However, I do not tolerate all actions, beliefs or conditions. This is my liberty. This is each Americans liberty - that same liberty our Founding Fathers fought for and the same liberty that was exacted at an excruciating price. This is the liberty to believe how I choose and the liberty to then fight to maintain that belief.

Part 1

Many years ago, Californians gathered together and as a collective voice, voted yes for Prop. 22. This proposition maintained marriage to be between a man and a woman.  Just this year, 4 judges overturned the voice of the people and established prop 22 unconstitutional.  While they have that authority, the decision they made was wrong. Prop 8 gives us, the people, an opportunity to exercise our right and responsibility to vote and reclaim the voice we established with prop 22.

Part 2

Now for the issue these judges overturned. I am concerned regarding this issue.  You should be as well.  The majority of California wants to maintain marriage to be between a man and woman. That was what DOMA and Prop 22 were all about. Many social and religious organizations were and are in support of that definition. There is a minority that wishes for the opposite view. They have that right to feel differently.  But, just as the courts wrongly declared prop 22 as unconstitutional, the opposition wants to wrongly convince us that same-gender marriage is right.

My belief is that marriage is between a man and a woman. Prop 8 would change the California constitution to include that wording.

Currently, those who are in a domestic partnership (homosexual) receive all the same legal, financial (including tax benefits) and social benefits that a married couple would receive.  I am not fighting to change that. There is no added benefit to homosexual marriage, but there are ramifications. With the legalization of homosexual marriage, there are a few major doors that are opened.

 

  1. Curriculum in schools would be changed to include a new definition of marriage. Additionally, children would be taught sex Ed regarding homosexuality as early as grade school.
  2. Religious adoption agencies could be sued for not placing children with same sex parents – regardless of their religious views. This has already happened in other states and the Catholic Church shut down their adoption agency because they would not comply.
  3. Religious tax-exempt status would be challenged and revoked if churches spoke against homosexual marriages or against homosexuality, or refused to perform homosexual marriages. These actions would be considered hate speech and hate crimes.

 

Does this sound right? Does this sound tolerant? A religious organization being sued, or their tax status revoked because they preach their beliefs? This is not tolerance my friends.  This is not liberty. This is injustice!

Please stand with me to support traditional marriage. Please stand with me to support liberty.  A yes vote on Prop 8 will not revoke or hurt our homosexual friends – we will still be maintaining their liberty and maintaining tolerant behavior. But, a no passage will hurt so many people and organizations and will perpetuate intolerant behavior.

We must not be fooled into apathy. We must not be diminished by fear or feelings of inadequacy.  This is our time. This is our fight.  These are not the wars of our fathers, but the current battles of our generation and the outcome will shape our future.  Mark my words, we must do something or we will be neutralized, standing in the middle with our hands to our side.

There is much social talk of global warming, world peace, green energy, social responsibility, finding a cure, stopping violence, bringing our troops home, etc. These are tumultuous times. There is much commotion and much chaos. We can make a difference. If we, the younger generation, stand together we can create positive change. We can make a difference and we must. We must look to our future and bear the responsibility and liberty that is ours.

Please comment on this post and post it to your facebook or other networking site If you support these views.

Thank you & may God support us as we maintain His law of traditional marriage,

 

Shannon Simmons

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Liberty & Tolerance - my thoughts on Prop 8

>> Sunday, October 12, 2008

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Gender Proclamation

>> Saturday, July 26, 2008

With the deluge of information via the internet, we as a society can keep up on the many details on many peoples lives. Most of it doest matter. A lot of it is a waste of time. Additionally, it is hard to say what information reported is true and what is posted for pure entertainment. However, the situation I am about to deliberate on unfortunately is true. 


The pregnant "man" had his baby this week. 

Thomas Beatie was born a woman. He then decided to have a transgender operation to become a man, but he kept all his lady parts. (so, in the technical sense, isn't he still a woman with just a man exterior?) He then married a woman (does that make their relationship homosexual, lesbian, or what?) and she was unable to bear children - so, she had a hysterectomy. Then, through artificial donation - Thomas was impregnated. He just had a baby girl. In case you ever think your identity has been stolen or somehow is in jeopardy just think about this small baby girl just brought into the most confusing  "family" you could possibly imagine. 

This is our reality. 

Our world is one where gender is confused, sexuality is exploited and reversed, families are incomplete and unstable and where the lines of truth and morality are blurred. 

No wonder the Proclamation was such an inspired document - written over 12 years ago- prior to the tide of homosexual & lesbian marriages, trans-gender operations and artificial insemination. It maintains validity.

In an age where the voices of truth and righteousness are being shut down & silenced, we must speak up. There is a right way and we dont need to be ashamed of it. Just because something is popular, comfortable or even possibly attractive does not mean it is correct. God has established a plan and a role for each of us, His children. We must share the sanctity of these roles and help to clarify and educate those around us.

To quote directly from The Family: A Proclamation to the World: "All human beings-male and female-are created in the image of God.  Each is a beloved spirit son or daughter of heavenly parents, and, as such, each has a divine nature and destiny.  Gender is an essential characteristic of individual premortal, mortal, and eternal identity and purpose."

We dont need to be confused. Gender is given to us from God and with our gender and our individual souls, we have a unique purpose.  Men and women have specific roles and abilities. These individual roles and abilities do not need to compete with each other, but rather they are complimentary. Differences in our individual natures and propensities breed success not weakness or a need to feel weak. When we can confidently assume our individual roles as men and women - embracing our gender and our true selves, we inherit and attract light, happiness and success.

Mr. Beatie is obviously confused with his identity.  Being born one gender, changing part of his anatomy to switch genders but maintaining part of his original gender and then giving birth as a heshe is all very complex emotionally and physically. Not to mention being married, being sterile, and then artificially inseminating yourself to procure a child. Its all so complex and creates such a haze as to what is right and what is wrong. And many people would say that if you can achieve it- it is right. 

But, that is not so. 

Just because something can be manipulated, transformed or even brought together against social norms and odds, doesnt mean it is right. 

When asked about the birthing process, Mr. Beatie said "I see pregnancy as a process and it doesn't define who I am. Ironically, being pregnant doesn't make me feel any more female or feminine."

This is a very interesting statement.

If the body that you have and the actions you pursue do not define you as a person - what does? Let me say that your actions and your body do define you as a person. If you have boobs, you are a girl. Men have other parts that establish them as males. Your actions are your choices and that defines you. One cannot excuse specific actions with a campaign flag of gender neutrality and social liberation. It doesn't work that way. You get the whole kit and caboodle. You cant be pregnant and then say it doesnt define you. It does.  Unfortunately its hard to say what gender Mr. Beatie is physically because of his part changes and recent pregnancy. But, he was born a woman and that gender gives "him" essential premortal, mortal and eternal purpose.

And I dont buy the whole line of "being pregnant doesnt make me feel any more female or feminine." 
  1. First off - he is claiming his gender is a woman by stating he doesnt feel "more" like a woman.
  2. How can you go through the birthing and pregnancy process and walk away so removed emotionally that you dont feel the wonder and the womanly power of carrying a small child in your womb for 9 months? It seems preposterous to me to make such a claim.
We are in the throws of gender wars, ladies and gentlemen. Again, I repeat, this is our reality. And we MUST be vocal about the lines of truth and the definitions of identity. We cannot be silent and we must not be fooled.  This is yet another tactic of the adversary to destroy souls, dissuade families from starting, and disassemble current families. Make no mistake. Make no mistake. 

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Are we really that inept?

>> Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I wanted to make a short note about technology...


I just purchased a new phone. You see, my 2-year old cell phone is past its prime. I could wait until it stops working all together - that would be the risky, adventurous thing to do. Part of me wanted to hang on to the phone even longer just to beat the cell phone creators system. But, I broke down. You see, my current phone only works intermittently. So, I decided to stop the madness and purchase a new phone. *gasp*

Its a process I dislike. Contracts, rate plans, upgrades, fees, rebates, models, etc. After much research and chatting it up for almost my whole lunch hour withe the ATT retail guy, I made a choice. It seems like a nice basic phone (after my rebate, it will be $50 - perhaps the most inexpensive reliable phone available) and I like the way it looks. I think I could drop it a couple times and it will hold up. I am not naive enough to think I could go without dropping my phone. Additionally, it is nice, new and stable. Hopefully it wont freeze randomly or just decide to stop and turn off. (I didn't even have voice activation set with my old phone and yet, it would just follow these type of commands from an unknown source.)

Tonight, while charging my new phone and I decided to take a little gander at the instruction book which came along in the package. Note that the book weighs more than my old and new cell phone put together. A small tree was sacrificed so I could have my little instruction book. 

And what happened next is what spawned this whole blog entry. Remember that my phone is blue tooth enabled and you can listen to mp3 sound files on it as well.

I couldn't really believe that our society has come to this level of need and stupidity. Really. 

Are you ready?

This is a direct quote from my little manuel:
"If you are listening to music whilst out and about, please ensure that the volume is at a reasonable level so that you are aware of your surroundings.  This is particularly imperative when attempting to cross the street."

Yes, stupid. Take your earplugs out of your head to avoid becoming road kill. That would be the smart thing to do. 

This daily "DUH!" moment was co-sponsored by LG & at&t. 

Seriously though, who writes those manuals? And better yet, who was the idiot that filed the lawsuit which made it necessary to include that little suggestion. You know it happened somewhere.

(Pretty soon the editor will write "avoid placing phone in mouth to eat to avoid destroying your digestive system" and "to avoid cauliflower ear do not talk on the phone for more than 10 hours a day")

That quote alone almost motivates me to read the rest of the 100 pages to find more quality, life saving tips and instructions. And, for those of us with short term memories, dont worry. There is a section at the very end of the book to take notes. Yes. You can take notes about how to save your life whilst crossing the street. 

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American Idol - Take Two!

Yep. Somehow I got suckered into the auditions yet again. Round one wasnt enough and I am a glutton for a strange time.  This year it was AI auditions in SF. And, joining me were two cohorts - Tommy (now Dr Tommy since he passed his dental boards) and Holadai. She is a mutual friend. We all crowded into the cow palace with the other thousands of unsuspecting folks and waited. And waited some more. They lined us up outside at 5am and didnt let us in the palace (why is it a palace? it certainly isnt warm, beautiful or cozy. Just a large ugly space) until 8:30. Then we waited. And waited. Seeing a theme? Its a good thing I had friends there, and we had a good time together. I had my 30 second shot at lifelong fame around 4:30 in the afternoon. Yep - and after all that waiting, it was over. Good thing I have a day job. And I didnt hang my hat on this audition. 'Cuz I was one of the many "cows" set on the chopping block to get cut. Its very arbitrary how they select the "golden ticket" recipients. 


You are set in front of a panel of 2 judges - if you are lucky, they may be older than you and may have some musical experience. Most of them just barely fit under the heading of "American Idol Staff." They line you up in a row of 4. Each person steps out of line, one at a time, and is asked to sing. When they feel you have sung sufficiently to their taste (usually about 30 seconds) they ask you to step back into line. If they like you, they may have you sing again, or they may have a discussion with you. If they really like you, you get a golden ticket. For those they dont like (but not those they strongly dislike - if they dislike you enough, you go through for pure entertainment value) they tell you thanks and better luck next time. The canned line is "your vocals arent strong enough. go home and practice that." At least that is what our line of four was told. You then step around the table and your wristband is chopped off and you are free to go back into the real world.

Now, let me say a few words about the line up process. And it is a process. You first must get a wristband and ticket (like a concert ticket) which is obtained after you sign a waiver of privacy and showing two forms of ID. This is done for 2-3 days before the actual audition day. The number on the ticket tells you when you will audition on the real day.  So, some people camp out allllll night prior to day one of registration. Its funny because they say camping out is not allowed, but people do it any way without any fall out. 

Once you are there on audition day, after your number is called, you line up in the four across formation. Keep in mind that there are thousands of people in the venue. So, to keep the pace going, they have about 12 audition booths an keep the lines of 4 about 5 lines deep at all times. The booths are right next to each other and the only sound barrier in tact is a thin sheet like drape. 

It is truly a cattle call. 

Its not a talent competition. Its an entertainment program. And money & ratings are at the heart of the agenda. Never forget that. Sometimes as a viewer, we get caught up in the "magic & mystique" of certain shows. But, we must never forget what is always on the forefront of the producers mind. 

Money.

Its not personal, they dont ask for your name, they dont care about you or your family. They dont even care what you did to get there. They simply size you up in 30 seconds or less and with a roll of the dice, you are in or out. Simple and succinct. Its numbers and luck. And luck, ladies and gentlemen is rarely a lady. 

For those lucky folks who are liked by their panel judges, they receive a golden ticket. Its really just a goldenrod colored 8 1/2 piece of paper with their number on it. They will then go at a later time to audition in front of Nigel Lithgo (the exec producer of the show) and a second producer. At this point in time you sign more paperwork excluding your agency to discuss your proceedings with the media and disallowing you to post your success on any websites, blogs, etc. You also are not allowed to get paid for any shows or gigs you may have scheduled. In short, AI owns you. Body and soul. (remember the show doesnt begin live tapings until Jan, so you are bound to these rules until then). If you pass the double producer audition, you are then sent in front of Simon, Paula and Randy. Thats the part everyone sees. 

And thats the process. And I took part in it. Wierd, crazy and typical hollywood. Thank heavens I'm not the next American Idol (or even in the running for it). I am though, forever YOUR Sacramento idol :)

--Shannon 

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Ode to Tradition

>> Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Tradition comes in many ways! One of the more recent, but tasty traditions in the Simmons house is "Grandpa Dougs" root beer. Its delicious. Its a part of many celebrations. Unfortunately we drank up the last of the stash before dad went to Siberia.  In hindsight we should have made a new brew (when I say we, I mean dad) and put it in someones wine cellar. That would have been great. But, since that didnt happen, I bought the next best thing. Henry Wienharts root beer. I made it a part of my Fourth of July Celebration!


On the Fourth, I woke up relatively early and attended the stake celebration at Mission North park. It was packed! There was a pancake & sausage breakfast. (great for me - one less meal to cook). All the bishops we on the griddles! The kids ran around and the parents sat on blankets and talked while watching their broods. It was quite nice. I really like community "small town" type events. There was even a little parade. So cute. Jonah was a part of it.

On my way out, I decided to shortcut by crossing the little stream. As I looked for the most narrow part of the stream, a group of children (9yrs and younger) spotted me and I was an instant audience! It was so wonderful.  Young people have such a world of their own - and they have so much knowledge - soaked in like a sponge.  I learned a very valuable lesson that I am going to pass on.  I think they would want me to.

"How to catch a craw-dad"

first, you get a stick.  And some string.  You tie the string to the stick. The you need a paperclip. You put the paperclip at the other end of the string.  Then you can use bits of hot dog to put as bait.  When the craw-dad eats at the bait, you pull him up and put him in a bucket. If you have a net, that is cool too because its easier to catch. Once you get the craw-dad in the bucket, you dump the bucket out. You dont really need to keep the craw-dad.

Yes, there it is. Pure genius! They shared other secrets of the stream and such, but its best to leave those by the water.  They will save for another day and another passerby.

I also attended the Arden Park parade. I went to my friend April's house for a BBQ. After that I went to Cal Expo for the fireworks. That was  a lot of fun! It was there that I broke out the root beer and toasted to good times! Love ya dad!!!!

All in all it was a great day and I feel so blessed to be in this great land with great freedoms. 

Shannon

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>> Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I just have to say I have a great family! I came home today after a good, but long day at work and Michelle had made dinner for me.  It was delicious! How generous & sweet of her to do that.  I loved coming home to a meal. It was so, well, homey!


She & Nick are so cute. I love them! They are often together (a good thing since they are engaged) but, it isnt ever awkward to be around them. Its just nice.  Sometimes engaged couples drift into their own world and lose touch with their family & friends, and I am so glad this isnt the case with them. I am glad to call them friends:) They are fun to be around.

I took their engagement photos on Saturday.  That was fun.  We had to shoot early in the morning, not just for the light but also to avoid the heat! I will post their website where you can see the pics - I just dont have that address at the present time. Check back soon:)

Shan

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My New Worklife!

>> Monday, June 23, 2008

Greetings.  Tonight has been blog night.  Trish - thanks for reading:)


Its a little after 10pm on Sunday night and I am about to go to bed. Hooray - I have been so sleepy lately.  I think its because my body is getting used to standing on my feet for 8 hours a day. 

On Monday I started my job AT Anthropologie (not to be confused with starting a job IN Anthropologie - no bones here...) I love it! Its a very creative and upbeat company.  The people I work with are fun and I am learning a lot of new things.  It has been so interesting to build a store- the store opens officially on June 30th. 

I am the Manager In Training for the store.  There are multiple managers - a visual manager, selling manager, operations manager - and I am somewhat of an assistant to them.  I help manage our team of associates under their direction.  I am learning all the operations - how to manage the floor, be the manager on duty, open, close and a lot more!  We also have had visiting management from corporate to help us with the store opening process. The two person team who has been with us is actually the official store opening team.  They have worked together for the past 6 years refining the most efficient way to open a store - its been great to work side by side with them and learn best practices. I am way excited.

I have received positive feedback from my managers and from Danielle (one of the traveling duo) in regards to my skills and work.  That has been really great to hear as I want to do a good job and it feels great to have a head honcho say I am doing really well! :)

The goal is to move from being a MIT in the operations department to a position on the visual team.  I want to be a part of setting displays and creating the environment for the store.  I am charting a course in that direction!

Good times!

love,

Shan

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Back to the present...

>> Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Two moves, one stalker, a missionary couple, and a lot of sweat later - I am back to the present and I am excited.


I just ate lunch.

Now, that isnt news for or to most, except I cooked.  And created the recipe. It's really yummy. (although I was really hungry-so that may have made a difference.)

For any interested - here it is:

Afternoon Curry Delight

1 can black beans (drained)
baby carrots (a handful)
one potato (white or red, diced)
chicken broth (maybe half a can - you decide)
curry powder (to taste)

Combine all ingredients and boil on the stovetop.  Pour over cooked rice. YUM!

There it is.  I am back to reality from a very busy and tiring two weeks.  And I am determined to be a better cook. There is no time like the present.

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Everyday Miracles

>> Friday, May 23, 2008

In a day when many may say that God is silent, or that he doesn't care for His children, I would like to site two recent experiences to the contrary. These are only two of many, but as I have thought about it, truly God is great.


Yesterday I was at Bel Air with mom & dad. This is nothing new. Mom loves the Bel-Air. All of her friends there will miss her over the next two years and she will miss it. You can be sure that there is not a grocery store like the Bel Air in Siberia. I could be wrong, but I am probably right. But, on to the story. As we were there, we ran into Sister Heimburg. Unfortunately she had lost her cane in the store and was trying to find it. This was difficult as she is old and cant run around the store looking. But, she asked some of the clerks to help her. She then saw us and started to talk to us. She was upset about the cane and about her and Karls physical and emotional condition. Mom and dad were able to give her some comfort and we all were able to share our love. By this time, a clerk came back with the cane and Analise was so happy! If she hadnt lost the cane, she may not have ran into us and would have missed the connection she needed with Dad especially. Its all about timing, you know? Sometimes we have to lose things to find the greater treasure!

Next experience. As most people know, I have struggled most of my life to make decisions. I get so nervous about making the right one and chosing the best part. However, this causes me a lot of concern and unnecessary grief. Currently, the big choice on the table is my work situation. In short, I have been offered the Manger in Training position at Anthro in Roseville. I have wanted to work at Anthro for the last 6 months, but on their visual team. This position is on their operations team. It would and can very easily turn into that. However, its a commute and they are paying me less than the rate I am receiving at the boutique I am working at currently. I like where I am at now because the pay is more, I meet really great and somewhat influential people and I can walk to work. I thought that I would stay where I am at. But everytime I go to say no to Anthro, I cant do it. I stall out. Yet, I havent been able to say yes.

So, today was the final day to give my final answer. As I struggled this morning, I told the Lord that I needed to be done with this sruggle I have had with decisions. That I needed to take back my life and own it. I was finished sitting in the corner of the stage of my life. It was time to perform and to be alive. I knew I needed help to overcome the obstacles of decision making. I had thought about it, and re negotiated my decision - I wanted to work for Anthro, but I didnt know how it was all going to work - especially making a clean exit from my job now, the paycut etc. Well, this afternoon at work the Lord gave me a helping hand. I ended up having a discussion with one of the gals I work with, who is pretty much a manager (if we even have one). In short, after that discussion it became very clear to me that the job I am at isnt the best fit for me and my future. It also was a great way to express my exit.

The Lord provides a way for our escape - Nephi speaks about that In 2 Ne. I taught a seminary lesson yesterday about Jonah. Jonah failed to complete his mission on the first try because he was afraid and he didnt see how such a wicked people would accept the gospel message. But, he repented of his weakness when the Lord asked him to preach to the people of Nineveh the second time. And, the people readily accepted the gospel message. God always provides a way for us when he establishes a plan for our lives. When he asks us to do something or even sanctions our actions, he will mark the path and illuminate the darkness. He will not leave us alone or trick us or forget us. All things are possible with Him.

Sometimes I am slow like Jonah, but I am grateful to a loving Heavenly Father and Savior who are patient and allow me room to recover from my mortal frailties.

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